it’s becoming apparent
that anxiety has manifested.
heart pounding against ribs,
hearing every beat,
clouded with thoughts,
crying on my bed, sobs.
pull me up, help me
i cry into the lonely scenery
as i sink into this pit of self pity.
i know i know 나도 알어
it’s not healthy at all.
how to suppress it all
when the quick sand slowly
devours my sanity.
I am sick and tired of being sick and tired of being sick and tired of being s ick and ti red of being s ic k and t i red of being s i c k and t i re d of being s i c k and t i r e d
till I fall apart.
I’m standing on the edge of the cliff
one step from falling into the reefs
eyes closed, breeze gently caressing my face,
listening to the waves crashing, slowly eroding the base,
like how these emotions wash away
a part of me day by day.
Tempted to take one step and join the currents
to be embraced by the vast ocean,
to finally succumb to my endless negativity.
After all, don’t we all belong to the sea?