But it isn’t them that I think of. It is her. It has always been her.
thinking of how we would visit these places together. thinking of how i would study her features. thinking how often i flush in front of her. thinking of her laughter when i do a silly dance. thinking of doing silly dances together.
It wasn’t them.
It has never been them.
bitter feelings turned into hate
some things are better left unsaid
love is a lie that i tell myself
when i look into his eyes instead of yours
should i send it…?
….maybe tomorrow will be better.
…maybe tomorrow will be a better time.
hi i want to talk about how i really really miss you and everyday i think about the ways to have enough courage to talk to you again so can we just forget what i said two years ago and be normal friends again because i don’t want to lose you as a close friend and maybe we can get back to how we were without you being awkward with the thought that i have unnecessary feelings for you anyway how are you doing
…tomorrow should be a better day.
annyeonghaseyo, how are you!
Ni hao ma? Wo mei tian dou zai xiang ni ah
yo what’s up how ya doing
hi how are you? 🙂
why the fuck
is my hand shaking,
over the send button?
I am willing to dirty my hands
and ditch my plans
to discover the gold
within the depths of your soul.