Them?

But it isn’t them that I think of. It is her. It has always been her.

thinking of how we would visit these places together. thinking of how i would study her features. thinking how often i flush in front of her. thinking of her laughter when i do a silly dance. thinking of doing silly dances together.

It wasn’t them.

It has never been them.

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words unsent

should i send it…?

…maybe tomorrow.

 

 

H

Hi 

H

….maybe tomorrow will be better.

 

 

H

Hello

Hell

Hel

He

H

…maybe tomorrow will be a better time.

 

 

hi

hey

hello

whats up

hi i want to talk about how i really really miss you and everyday i think about the ways to have enough courage to talk to you again so can we just forget what i said two years ago and be normal friends again because i don’t want to lose you as a close friend and maybe we can get back to how we were without you being awkward with the thought that i have unnecessary feelings for you anyway how are you doing

…sigh…

…tomorrow should be a better day.

 

annyeonghaseyo, how are you!

konnichiwa! ogenkidesuka?

Ni hao ma? Wo mei tian dou zai xiang ni ah

yo what’s up how ya doing 

AREFHISOMDCHINRE

hi how are you? 🙂

 

why the fuck

is my hand shaking,

hovering

over the send button?

 

sent 10:00pm